When you know, you just know. I have decided to change most of my ways, and I’m really going to try to stick to it. When you finally put your pride aside just to keep someone, maybe that’s when you know you found it. Maybe I found it, the one, my one, forever. I’m going to do all I can to not fuck it up.
I think my biggest goal through my whole life when it comes to love is to find someone who won’t leave and will find me still worth it even when I’m impossible. Someone who, years into being together, will still tell me I look nice after I get ready even when I feel otherwise. Someone who won’t call me names a lot and hurt my feelings. Maybe I’m asking too much, maybe...
People think depression is about being sad. They think it’s just when you ‘feel...– Anonymous (via brokken-dreams)
Pretty sure being “clean” and “sober” is ending. Fucking now. I don’t want to feel a single thing and I don’t want to care and this is the only way I know how.